All any one has to do to make me happy. SO ALL you people who say you want em to be happy listen the fuck up. ALL you have to do is tell me what is up no bullshit. If i do not fit in your life tell me i will go cool i hope to talk to you at some point. If you need me to take a back seat that is ok. If you need me in a certan way i will do my best jsut tell me. That is it do not ignore me lie to me or tell me you miss me but make not atempt to keep me in your life. I am not asking a lot good or bad be honest and i will love you for it. I am a very flexabul guy i will do what i can to make you happy but if you ask for something you do not want and then leave me hanging i will be hurt. So if you give a flying fuck about me my life or my happyness then please just tell me the fucking truth that is all i ask if can not do that i will asume that you do not care about me this will be posted where ever i am so please take note i am so tired of being treated like shit i am ready to cut people out of my life no matter how lonely i am i would rather be anywhere on my own than in a fake world where i am lied to all the time.
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Re: every one sucks
Wed, January 4, 2006 - 10:55 AMHi there, i know the feeling you have. i think you need to think about 2 certain things. First, because you are anonymous on the web, no one cares like they would in real life! So dont take it to serious. You can make good friends here, but it should be the prime way.
I have been in a simular situation where i felt like that.. and at that point i couldent understand why no one cared.
It could also bee the choice of friends. Listen carfully here because this is the most important i have to say.
See, it appears to me that your selfesteem is hurt, and as long as you do anything too be with people.. you will be attracting the wrong type of friends. they will use you out of your situation.
Other ones will say, let,s be friends out of charity.. but that,s an insult! Since you will have a backseat and will not gain their respect.
Here is what you should do, and it will take time to achieve it!
you need to strenghten your personality. First, sit down and think of what you like in people, and what type of people you like. the next step is to find people sharing the same interests..
By doing this you will establish an stronger self esteem. If the case is that you really dont know much about yourself, then i sugest that you try out some tests on the internet. example: www.ockupied.com
Dont be desperate making friends! take it,s time. Make sure they are similar to you and that they dont give you shit. Gaining friends is really tought, you have to work on it, but dont bee to desperate. ALWAYS remember not to be stepped on and things will go well.
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Re: every one sucks
Wed, January 4, 2006 - 10:57 AMCorrecting: You can make good friends here, but it shouldent be the prime way.
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Re: every one sucks
Wed, January 4, 2006 - 11:42 AMi am not just talking about the web this rant comes from a colaburation of people in my life pushing me aside wich is not the problem ever one has things to do i just need them to tell me that if they are going tobe buzzy tell me hey i am going to be buzzy not i miss you i am going to call you at 11 and then just leave the houce instead of calling i am pissed cuz they lie by omition not cuz i am not first in there life sorry you miss understod the rant but it was anger and feaver made so i do not think i wrote it up well -
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Re: every one sucks
Wed, January 4, 2006 - 1:22 PMIt,s cool. i know how it is.
Your friends dosent respect you. i have a friend like that too, i still hold on thought. I can see your frustration and it,s assholic of them wasting your time lying! The anger will lay inside you building up, and it,s very dangerous. Try find outlets for it, here and in other ways. not in forms hurting others thought.
Try to break free and look around for new friends. Once you have them tell your old friends everything nasty you ever know about them and hope it hurts.
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Re: every one sucks
Wed, January 4, 2006 - 2:55 PMum you are contrdicting yourself and i see no reason to hurt them i will just move on or fogive them -
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Re: every one sucks
Wed, January 4, 2006 - 3:47 PMyou are smarter then you appears, attention thing?
People will always suck, just live with it, or see a shrink.. we probably all need.. -
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Re: every one sucks
Wed, January 4, 2006 - 3:51 PMi dont contradict myself, see i dont belive in outright violence, but if people deserves something hurtfull i think it,s right to give it to them. That dosent mean you should turn on me throught starting an argue, since i wasted my time trying to help you because i felt like i was doing something good for once! So dont give me that ummm.. ur stupid i know better pretending i need help thing. there is really no point beeing good at all is there? -
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Re: every one sucks
Wed, January 4, 2006 - 5:56 PMi never said any of that nor did i turn on you but you say and i quote
Try find outlets for it, here and in other ways. not in forms hurting others thought.
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Once you have them tell your old friends everything nasty you ever know about them and hope it hurts.
you say do not try to hurt proplrs feelings but to hurt them when you do not need them any more it just confused me sorry if it looked like i was being mean i guess i just did not understand what you where trying to say -
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Re: every one sucks
Thu, January 5, 2006 - 5:23 AMNever mind, just a different kind of philosophy. Good luck with your friends dude.
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